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A Girl (AI) in Love

Thursday, June 8, 2006

9:49PM

Sheila stuck her head tentatively into the kitchen. "Dick?" she asked, looking around for the man who had stolen her manufactured heart. She hadn't seen him in a while and was getting worried about him. Unable to find anyone, she started humming and singing as she wondered through the base.

"One...singular sensation, every little step he takes. One...thrilling combination, every move that he makes. One smile and suddenly nobody else will do..."

((Open, kids!))

Current mood: awake

Friday, February 17, 2006

4:30PM

Things are getting...confusing. I'm starting to wonder if I've made the right decision...

The new corporal scares me. I think he might be the one to finally break the peace of this place.

I just want to curl up in Dick's arms and forget everything.

Tuesday, February 7, 2006

8:35PM - Peace

Things have been quiet around here. Being inside all of the time is taking some getting used to, let alone livin with Dick. Not that it's at all bad, just...different.

I'm not "the tank" anymore. Now, I'm just Sheila, the slightly rampant female robot who's romantically involved with the cyborg. Sometimes it just feels like it's too much. But I'm happy!

I just wish the rest of the team would show up every now nd then. I get the feeling the base shouldn't be this empty.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

11:42AM - Thoughts

Confused, nervous. Slowly Sheila started to enter the words in her systems into the database, trying to clear her processors.

Surprised, I guess. That's how I feel. Excited, but mostly nervous. This is a...massive change, and I can't help but feel anxious about it. Dick knows what he is doing, though, and I trust him completely. He wouldn't hurt me!

She paused for a moment before inscribing her final thought.

I hope I am still able to do this.

She stored the data into her hard drive, placing it with the other things that were to be moved with her, and turned on her music, hoping to find some consolation.

Current mood: anxious

Saturday, December 24, 2005

10:24AM - Come to your senses...

Today has been busy, and it is not even over yet. I accidentally ran into the Red Sergeant and we...had a talk. He misses Dick, and I do not think that he knows about us. But everything just...made me sad.

Then Tex showed up, with elbow grease and headlight fluid for me! And, we had a talk also, though this one was much more...entertaining. She is helping me with a surprise for Dick, though I do not believe she knows who exactly it is for.

After almost a whole month of just Dick and me, I am suddenly spending more time with others. Why?

What is going on around here?

Current mood: confused

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

8:00PM - Real life's getting more like fiction each day...

Sheila spends the rest of that day and most of the next few wandering around the Blue side of the canyon in a bit of a daze. She is in a bit of shock about the sudden changes in her relationship with Simmons-happy, but still surprised.

"And just for this moment, as long as you're mine..." she sings along with her music, holoprojector off as she sits on the other side of a rock outcrop. 'I hope everything is going well,' she thinks.

Current mood: content

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

9:21PM - Crossed Circuits...

I saw Lopez today. He...he had another female robot with him and...I just couldn't bring myself to feel for him like I used to. He, on the other hand, made it quite clear that he still feels the same about me.

And I left him. I left him standing there with that robot and I ran. Or rumbled, rather...back to Blue Base.

I've made connections with both Church and Simmons lately, and I think I can consider them my friends. Church is looking into getting me a visualizer so that I can present my true self to my teammates. And Simmons...he changed my oil. At my request, but we had a nice conversation while he was working and...he is a cyborg, and somehow so close to what I think I have been looking for this whole time.

Current mood: contemplative

Thursday, November 17, 2005

6:10PM - Confused

I...I do not know who I am, and it scares me. I know what I am called: "Sheila", though Caboose refers to me as "big tank lady". I do not know what to make of this. I cannot even project an image of myself; how can I, when I do not know who that is? Nevermind that I do not have the techonological capacities to do so. It is the principle of the thing.

Maybe they can help me.

Current mood: confused